jia is bugging me to update

i shall update to stop making her bug me.

softball camp was fun.

mwaahaaa. maybe i'll elaborate more tmr. yes i will.

crosses fingers.

i promise.

mwaha.

this is an update.

thursday
...oh. third placeeee!(: everybody played so well in the third inning we beat fajarrr. a medal for once(: went home bathed went to lisas house then su gave us and jia lyd fang a lift to fajar for prize presentation. gave jia and lisa a lift home, jia still doesnt understand how kind i was, i couldve left her all alone at fajar ok.

today was boringg. some changi trail that sucked. the guy was like walking so fast half the time we were running...and running...fast walking..jogging...dying..whats the big rushh. and it was so borrinnggggggg the math problems sucked sigh. then stayed back to help clean equippment. waiting and waiting....and waiting.

im bored. i havent done any hmw yet.

mwaha

monday
went out with yuli yipei vera and yt. got presents and another pencil box and greeeen penssssss. i love my green pens. went to my house and stupid player was spoilt so we had to watch mulan 2 and ella enchanted on my com without sound. saadd.
tuesday
had match against nanyang. we losstt.
today
macritchie run was cancelled which is sadd cos then we're not excused. went back to sch and watched some weird show where the officers eyes were freakkyyy. really. heh. had the book parade thing then went for softball match at aes. we woonnnn. (: me happyy. thx to the supporters and bdivv. hope we do as well tmr

lets hope

cross fingers

dies

game was canceled on sat cos of the rain. sigh i actually wanted to get it over with and i got so nervous all for nothing. and i dont really think we can beat nanyang so we have have have to beat aes and fajar please we have to ok.

ok thats enough.

anfjrjsgb so irritating yuli can you please fix your phone i keep calling but your phones still locking itself. and so pissifiying nobody's answering vera's phone either, and yipei's out till nine oh wait its past nine but still i need to tell them tmrs stuff n vkjsbnef so irritating GET A HP VERA PLS.

ok thats enough too.

so after match and stuff went

oh i give up. now nobodys answering yipeis phone. just now at least her maid answered. nobodys answering yuli or vera either. WHAT IS UP WITH EVERYBODYS PHONE PLEASE.

gnbrsjbgjrbgs. grrrrrrr. anyway after match and stuff yes went for dinner with meiquans family. boring.

went with grace to estella's church this morning. they work pretty differently anyway was quite fun the ppl were nice. after that went to harbour front had lunch there and went back to estella's house for her birthday party thing.

yeah...played stuff talked and laughed and caught up i miss hpps life we were so much more laidback than now NFKESNGBRS ARGH WHAT IS UP WITH THE DARN PHONES EVERYBODY COME HOME NOW OR FIX YOUR PHONE PLEASSEEE.

sigh yeah so tonight was talking to yuli on the phone so i closed the door a little cos i mean i dont like people listening to my convo if you know what i mnean esp my brother so yeah then after that my mom was like 'you dont have to close the door you know' and after that went into the usual argument which ended up i won but im not happy. i mean, what did she think i was talking abt please. 'oh hi girlfriend, wanna meet up tmr to have ahemahem...oh yeah by the way i just smuggled in some heroin oh darn you wanted ketamine? nevermind i'll pass you your drugs tmr that ok?...oh gang fight on monday? definitely be there....thanks yeah that kind of sniffing glue is ok, bring two. ...nah, im abit sick of that kind of porn...ok, that kind is fine. monday 12pm? ok, ciao'? please. bit drama mamaz dont you think.



theres so much more than just grades.

haha. cip was a wastee.

but it was quite fun trying to catch butterflies and pick leaves i guess.

hahaha, sulin carried the trsh bag halfway when zhimin told her she didnt need to haha, was pretty funny

rained

died while going home

bus took an hour cos of traffic

some bimbo girls behind me singing really loudly.

girl slapping a guy infront of me

it was the longest bus ride ever.

he will wipe every tear from their eyes. there will be no more death, nor mourning nor crying nor pain, for the old order of things has passed away.

two runs. but if we can lose to nanhua by just two, we can beat the others right? (: shit now im cheerful. which means later i'll be depressed. but anyway everybody played really better this time. they are great people(:

now im getting depressed. my mom isnt helped much either by asking if nanhua is supposed to be good. and i can only say that coach said nanhua isnt lousy but isnt that good either. now im really depressed. if they arent that good and we lost by two...nevermind. oh, this is getting depressing.

im done with jias lay. hope shes grateful otherwise im gonna kill her on monday. wait. even though she is grateful shes still gonna get killed. mwaha. serves her right.


played with steph on the whiteboard last night at cell. haha. was drawing humps on the whiteboard and asking the kids what it was then saying it was a snake eating and elephant and steph was going its a snake eating and elephant so obvious how can you not know it? haha. little prince is qutie meaningful isnt it? the stars are beautiful because of the flower that is hidden in it and all that rot.

whyy doesnt my post thing have the size and font button.

had trng to today was so tiring my whole face is red cos of sunburnt now. i think jia was the most tired after trng haha since she couldnt catch alot of ground balls and had to do a very very many pushups and apparently every thing is my fault as usual..oh you know what. i read another article..haha..which made me decide that i do not like jeremey lim and it would be my pleasure to gladly punch him so that his bone breaks for the 4853492853852954285 time.

after trng went to orchard with yuli and elaine while vera was out shopping with her mom for flower girl gowns and is now throwing flowers at people's feet. haha. but isnt like 13 kind of old to be a flower girl? haha i'd give anything to see vera in that gown..i bet samuel would be like drooling..oops i didnt mean to publicise that vera haha.

anyway...bought some body shop perfume thing for my mom which now i really regret cos i dont think she uses prefume nfnerskjf. didnt buy much else. yuli was so amusing haha and attracted alot of who-is-that-weird-silly-girl attention. lala. after that went home and yuli went to elaines house so they could go to that absolutely boring mep concert later. i am missing that absolutely very very very nice giordano pants.

i dont look forward to trng tmr. i know i need practise cos i really suck but i really hope they'll let me play...haha.

oops i just tore my sisters book. ok nbm...i think it was already torn before that..i just tore the page out heh.

anyway.

shanti: shanti rocks my socks off to pluto (haha). she is really really really nice and is a great friend. really. she like helps me whenever i need help and i seem to always need help. but she willingly does it and also is always there to hear me out so thats why shes such a great friend(:

oh and yuli too. yuli helps me alot. she rocks(:

i seem to need alot of help from people.

i never thought this day would come. haha.

i hate math.


i really do.


i hate myself too.


if i werent so dumb, i wouldnt hate math.


i hate my body too. it has this mind of its own. yesterday i was going to my room and my mind was left right left right okay go through that gap there but i have no idea why my body just wont listen and instead i banged into the wall beside the door. please. so then since my family was still able to see me i pretended that it didnt hurt at all and actually i was doing it on purpose to strengthen my bones and walked into my room and lied down and held my hip where it banged into the wall and lay there for 15 minutes.

sigh ok. so at dinner i found out that my belly button is actually where my umbilical cord came out of. haha. im slow. i cant imagine the umbilical cord coming out of the vagina though and like how does it go back? haha nvmm.

was sposed to go out today with the others but it was raining so sad.

lala.

oh yesterday i read this really really really good article. you know the singapore isnt boring, we are! it is so good ok. im going to go photocopy a thousand copies and go around singapore and paste it everywhere i see an empty space. in fact, i think i'll paste it into the people's faces too. it is so good. really. and so...hit the markish. one thing he said really impacted me too cos i always thought that but never actually said it cos no one else did, that singaproe isnt as clean as we like to think it is which is so true. i mean just walk around the streets and open your eyes seriously. clean and green? i dont think so. we dont even have much green since everybody is cutting it down and as for clean? even the geog book says we're working to become a high-tech global centre for industries and when all that sulphur dioxide carbon monoxide oxides of nitrogen amd carbon dioxide comes out the sea is going to rise and we are going to be burnt and crisp and so much for the cleanliness. not that i have anything against singapore. singapore is fine and most of the people are really nice but its just some adults.


what i really feel like doing now is feeding adele to the crocodiles.

jia; joyce: haha. im so grateful(: now say it another time.

shanti: thx motivator shanti. haha. i wont forget your birthday. whens your birthday? hahaha.

vany: haha. i shall post abt your cake HERE.

vera; danny; wilfred; racheal loke; isnt it interesting that so many people can tag a second after another vera. haha. and those ARENOT common names. actually they are really uncommon.HA.

okay, vany's cake rocks my socks off! (: only i forgot to ask what kind of cake it was...anyway vanys nice enough to make it mocha ice-cream cake with coffee icing and coffee beans...right?(:

bgrngfd i dropped my history textbook in my sis's bubble bath and spent the whole time blow drying each page and it just happened to be night. at least i studied while blow drying.












you assholes, why are you making such a big deal out of this ip ib thing? i didnt even think it was a big deal, i hardly thought about it, so i didnt mention it much. i mentioned it once, but you forgot. even then you hardly said or thought about it much yourself. so why are you blaming me and killing me for not consulting you about it? what the hell is there to consult about? i didnt think about it much, its not that i made a decision not to apply myself. what desicion? i didnt DECIDE anything without your consultation. i just didnt bother about it. i thought i'd just go through o levels like a normal person, go through the normal system. why the hell do you have to go make such a big deal about it. i just didnt think it was a big deal enough. and even then, i can go through a whole day without thinking about it, so why would i REMEMBER to mention it and consult you? theres nothing to consult about. and why are you going around saying i consult my friends about this more than you? that i dont respect you? what the hell are you crapping about? get your facts straight before you open your big mouth; i didnt even think about it or consult my friends whether i should apply. so if i didnt even consult MYSELF, why would i bother to consult you? i mean, when i bought graph paper i didnt exactly go to the school phone and ask you whether i should buy it and waste twenty cents deciding whether the graph paper with the orange wrapping or the green wrapping would be better did i? and even THEN i consult myself. so what the hell is your problem. just because you get so angry about every little thing you have to take out your anger on me? the fact that you get angry over such small things is your problem and guess what? i dont care anymore. maybe i SHOULD pack my bag and go. not to mention tear up the birthday card and throw it away before i've even read it.